#23 - Get cheated or what?

Get cheated or what?
Date: 12/17/04 at 7:21AM

Hmm... what the heck ive done today? Dont know what... This morning... I dont know who... "Hi... saya Nadia.." Such a pretty name... "Saya dari syarikat..."... Then she talk something that i don't quite really understand. Everything about card, membership, hotel, insurance and etc... blablabla... So i trap la nih... Iskkk...

I gave my 'cheat' card no... So 5 minutes away.... blablabla.... aiiiyooooo terbang 478 ka? RM 478 for a memberships...... Pergh... USD 125 in one shot. I think again... is it worth for me? Ok la... 50k insurance for my mom... if i die... Yeah... u shot me and my mom will get 50k. 300 free car repair... Hahaha... my car need at least 500 to repair. and hotel voucher worth 300. Ermm i think i want to book PGL la... or maybe sabah? Singapore? Any suggestions? valid for 6 mths. Hahaha.. plan to go honeymoon lah.

Then... i got AIA discounts. whatever discount. touch n go... blablabla.. I dont care how many benefit they want to give me... i need to repair my car. need to go honeymoon... get back my money... then... start to pay my card. iskkk... 4.5k already... can anyone please help me to pay my ccard?

Cant wait to get my card. cant wait to repair my car n fly away... See yaa.. bye... Gonna pack my things. Taking care aaaa....

ARGHHHHH 478 hangus!

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Linkin Park
Title: Lying From You

when i pretend
everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
when i pretend
i can forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause i know i can / but
i can't pretend this is the way it will stay / i'm just
trying to bend the truth
i can't pretend i'm who you want me to be
so i'm
lying my way from you

[no / no turning back now]
i wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[no / no turning back now]
let me take back my life
i'd rather be all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause i can see
[no / no turning back now]
the very worst part of you
is me

i remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk of who i ought to be
remember listening to all of that and this again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person really is me and i'm
[trying to bend the truth]
but the more i push
the more i'm pulling away
'cause i'm

lying my way from you

this isn't what i wanted to be
i never thought that what i said
would have you running from me
like this

the very worst part of you
the very worst part of you
is me