# 11 - NS, what happened to that kid?

NS, what happened to that kid?
Date: 6/25/04 at 9:05AM

Hey kiddo? What happen to you man? Don't want to go to school, dont want to go to NS, dont want to help people. Wanna sit at home. Watching Tv, playing game, chat a lot, ngumpat a bit... What happen to this kid aaa?

I still remember when i was 10 years old. My father scolded me just because i go to swamp with my friend. Then when i was 15, my teacher scaold me just because i'm late to go to surau. 530am to wake up then go to surau. 300meters away from my dorm. Then i reach that surau not for pray, hahah i continue again my sleep. After everything finish. My HEM teacher call name by name. "Ok hari kelas 4M1..." Waaa not my class aaa? But sometimes... when im still dreaming i heard... "Woiii hari ni 4M3 woi.... Shit... i jumped from my bed. Wear my kain pelikat. And run.. run like a wind.... With my red eyes...
"Cikgu.. Hafidz Cikgu..."
"Mana awak pergi?"
"Toilet cikgu"...
Ok finish my report, going to my dorm and continue my dream. Although im not a good student at least i dont really hate my teacher. Sometimes i hate la, I never put salt or sand in his motorcycle.

When i remember this story, i think student this day born with corrupted mind. I dont know why. Gangsterism, not going to school, watching blue film, drug... what else? HM called them... get 1 or 2 present from HM.. naahhhhh father come.. mama come... Put HM face in paper... HM must be transfer to other face. Banned for life to that place. Hmmm.. stoopid mummm stooopid dad... Their children is like a satan, but still they want to backup.

Ermm dont want to talk la about this... (Hahahah actually i dont know what to say... >:) ) So let me sing to you... Offspring again man...

The Kid Aint Alright - Offspring

When we were young the future was so bright
The old neighborhood was so alive
And every kid on the whole damn street
Was gonna make it big and not be beat

Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn
The kids are grown up but their lives are worn
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives

Chances thrown
Nothing's free
Longing for what used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams

Jamie had a chance, well she really did
Instead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot

Jay committed suicide
Brandon OD'd and died
What the hell is going on
The cruelest dream, reality



Hmmm Ok.. end talk.. wanna go home.. learn something.. See ya.. taking care aaaa... bye